I try to do a good job, in order to round my college dream, perhaps the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. With the day of the end of the college entrance examination, in the days of countless expectations, the dream was eventually broken, the heart was broken, the world seemed to be suffocated.

But, life has to continue, I can not give up the dream of childhood, I still have a lot of wish can not be realized. I know that everything may start again, as long as I have the courage to face life.

In the limitless longings and reverie, college life began. Time is always slipping away from behind you, slipping from your feet, flying through your vision... Unwittingly, the life of the university is almost a year! I remember when I first entered university, I often walked alone in a big campus and looked at a strange face. My heart was so lonely. At that instant, I felt so small. However, I am still so confident of myself, in fact, sometimes people are really helpless, and that is the only motive for me to cheer up.

Many times, love the memories of that intense and full of high school life, then it seems that we have not grown up, the childhood heart do not seem to disappear, remember that failed the exam because stubborn grin. Want to cry but the girl smiled at me; remember that smile to see people love, cocked his head the boy asked me questions; think of...... Everything is so clear and clear. When we are living in the moment, we do not feel that we are happy, looking back at the road that we have passed, the rest is only regrettable! At this time I think of a very ordinary word, "lose only to know how to cherish" must be the true meaning of life.

I do not want to let myself live in yesterday, because there is no hope yesterday, only memories. As I have taken too much attention to yesterday, today has slipped away silently, tomorrow unwittingly arrived, what I own is more and more belonging to yesterday. I don't want to let my tomorrow regret for today.

After entering the University, learning is no longer so nervous, it seems that there is more time and space to be dominated by yourself, as long as you have enough passion to invest. Gradually, I feel that I am growing up in an invisible way. I am strong and independent. Time elders are always so amazing. Under his guidance, I find the sky that belongs to me. Life is no longer empty, no longer monotonous, no solitude... In the study, you never come up, because he is very clear, life is not sympathy for the weak, not motivated people shouldn't have today, even if life gives me so much. Every time I failed due to an attempt, not inferiority, not to complain about life there are too many twists and turns, the sea waves roll if lost, lost forceful desert; if Kuangwu Feisha lost, lost spectacular. Life is also the same, living too vulgar, life is lost the original charm. In life, I have known many friends. I have always believed that meeting people in the vast sea is a way to know each other and become friends. Everyone's heart is not the same color, everyone has a different world in the heart, because of this, and sometimes not with friends. Because of the misunderstanding of friends quietly tears, once because of the emergence of a generation gap with their parents a loud cry or be sad, because...... Maybe this is youth. When you are young, you can laugh and make trouble. This is the special treatment that youth gives us. If you no longer have strong physique, vigorous energy and unlimited potential, you will no longer be young.

Most of the time, love a person sit and think a lot of things, want to far away things, as if not to the point of reverie. Occasionally a stiff giggle, no scruple of laughter, occasional tears, crying... Perhaps, I have not grown up before I have entered the University, the heart of the childlike innocence is still in. In fact, how I wish I didn't grow up, because that way I don't have to bear more responsibilities, there will be no more troubles and pressures, I believe in myself and be an angel of happiness. Use your own smile to melt the cold around, to illuminate the darkness around it. But I believe that when I experienced that day exposed to wind and rain, the day when I stumbled and fell again, the day when I flew through the sky, I have grown up, I will be very proud to tell the world: "grow up!"

In fact, living is happiness, even if your life is spent in failure. For a living, you can see the mountains are green, the sea is blue, the snow is white; as alive, can understand life like onions, as long as you own a piece of it, there is always one will let you tears.

When I understand all of this, it seems a lot easier. I no longer need to carry too much. I can live more naturally and live well in my own way, for all the people I love and those who love me. There is a never exhausted spring in the world, there is a deep sense of love will never die out.

To be grateful to my parents...

To be grateful to friends...

Be grateful to life...

I am so happy！

我试着努力去做好，为了圆我的大学梦，或许希望越大，失望就越大。伴随着高考结束的那一天，在无数期待的日子里，梦最终还是碎了，心也碎了，世界仿佛都窒息了！

可是，生活不得不继续，我不能放弃儿时的梦想，我还有着很多心愿未能实现。我知道一切的一切都可能重头开始，只要我有足够的勇气面对生活。

在无限的憧憬和遐想中，大学生活开始了。时间总是从你身后悄无声息的溜走，从你的脚底下滑过，从你的视野里飞过……不知不觉中，大学生活都快一年啦！还记得刚进大学时，每每独自走在偌大一个校园里望着一张张陌生的面孔，内心是那么的孤寂，就在那一瞬间，感觉到自己竟是如此的渺小。然而，我对自己依旧那么自信，其实有时候人真的很无奈，那也成为我振作起来的唯一动力。

很多时候，总爱回忆那段紧张而又充实的高中生活，那时的我们似乎还未长大，内心的那份童真似乎还未泯灭，想起了那个因为考试不及格倔强地咧嘴想哭却又冲我笑的女孩；想起了那个微笑着看人，喜欢歪着头问我问题的男孩；想起了……一切的一切都是如此的清晰明朗。当我们正活在当下时并未感到自己是幸福的，回头看看自己走过的路，剩下的也只有遗憾啦！这时让我想起一句极平凡的话“失去才懂得珍惜”想必就是生活的真谛吧。

我不想让自己生活在昨天，因为昨天没有希望，只有回忆。当我过多的注意昨天时，今天已无声无息地溜走，明天不知不觉的到来，我所拥有的是越来越多的归属于昨天。我不想再让自己的明天为今天而遗憾。

步入大学后，学习已不再那么的紧张，似乎有着更多的时间和空间由你自己去支配，只要你有足够的激情投入。渐渐的，感觉自己在无形中长大了，独立了，坚强了，时间老人总是那样的神奇，在他的`带领下我找到了那片属于自己的天空。生活不再空虚，不再单调，不再孤寂……在学习上，自己从不敢懈迨，因为自己很清楚，生活是不会同情弱者的，不上进的人不该拥有今天的美好，即使生活给予我太多的磨难。我把每一次的失败归结为一次尝试，不去自卑，不去抱怨生命有太多的曲折，大海如果失去了巨浪的翻滚，就失去了雄浑；沙漠如果失去了飞沙的狂舞，就失去了壮观。人生也是如此，活得太庸俗，生命也就失去了原有的魅力。生活上，结识了很多朋友，一直深信着，茫茫人海中，能相遇是一种缘，能相识从而成为朋友更让我倍加的珍惜。每个人的心灵色彩都不会一样，每个人心中都有不同的世界，正因为如此，时而与朋友发生不快。曾因朋友的误解而悄然的流泪，曾因与父母出现了代沟而大声的哭泣或默然的伤感，曾因……也许这就是青春。青春时可以笑，可以闹，这都是青春给予我们特殊的待遇，如果有一天你不再拥有健壮的体魄，旺盛的精力，无限的潜力时，那时你已不再年轻。

很多时候，喜欢一个人呆呆地坐着，想很多的事，想很远的事，仿佛是不着边际的遐想。偶尔会一个劲的傻笑，毫无顾忌的笑，偶尔也会不停地流泪，惊天动地地哭……或许，早已步入大学的我还未长大，内心的那份童心依旧在。其实，我是多么的希望自己不要长大，因为那样就不必承担更多的责任，不会有更多的烦恼和压力了，信奉自己能够做一个快乐的天使。用自己的微笑去融化周围的寒冷，去照亮这周围的黑暗。但我相信，当我经历了风吹雨打的那一天，当我再次跌倒和踉跄的那一天，当我从天空飞过的那一天，我已经长大，我会很自豪的告诉世界：“长大真好！”

其实活着就是幸福，即使你的一辈子都是在失败中度过。因为活着，可以看到山是绿的，海是蓝的，雪是白的；因为活着，可以明白日子活像洋葱，只要你自己一片片的剥开，总有一片是会让你流泪不止的。

当我明白这一切时，似乎轻松了许多，我不再需要背负太多，我可以更加潇洒地活着，按自己的方式好好地活着，为了所有我爱的人和爱我的人！世界上有一个永远不会枯竭的泉眼，那里有浓浓的爱流出，不会枯竭。

对父母心怀感激……

对朋友心怀感激……

对生活心怀感激……

我很快乐！